my brother is seriously the best.
thank god for him.
never had i blogged on my brother before but this time I MUST.
for those who do not appreciate ur siblings maybe its time for u to review ur actions
i was like super duper extremely stressed out by THE STUPID COMING ZZZ THINGY WE ALL KNOW. its not i wan to stress myself out and demoralize myself and tell myself i cannot make it this year. but the thought just kept coming to my mine.
i kept having this thought : THERE IS TOO MUCH AT STAKE
this stupid thought was giving me so much stress. if this time i fail to make it. seriously i know i wun suicide. but i dunno where to go, or how to move on, even with some of the talents i am blessed with. thats y i have to promote. i simply have to.
i was studying again.. then my bro came home, he saw me studying, then i could not take the stress any longer, i told him. bro can u please pray for me, i am freaking stressed out now. he said alright after i bathe. so i went back to study then he finished his bath then he prayed for me. his right hand on my shoulder.
he said many things but there were few things i noted:
may him come closer to you not because he needs you now to watch over him but because he knows god loves him.
when i heard that i was like. YA WHY I WAS I SO STUPID. GOD LOVES ME OMGOSH.
i simply have been thinking too much abt the end results that i forgot the reason i am studying.
its not study to promote. its study because god loves u thus promoting is simply a process. some of u people reading this might think this is bullshit and crap. but i sincerely believe in it.
when i did not promote last year. i accepted the fact that i never study enough and simply just studied to pass so i can promote. so i knew god wanted me to go through the process, doing it right this time.
STUDY TO ACE PROMOS NOT TO PASS IT REMEMBER THIS! SO FOR THOSE AIMING FOR THE 2H2 1 H1 PASS becareful, its much betta to aim for 2 h2 "As" and 1 h1 "C" or smth like this lar. just aim higher so u will study more. if not u will think that it is sufficient to pass. trust me. exams are full of surprises PLUS UR IN AJC then even more funny surprises with their weird stylied questions. so please play safe. not just in time but just in case production. shucks i am bringing geo in LOL. sorry. anyway.
i feel so much betta now even though i can see feel a tickling feeling of stress within me but well some stress is good stress they say. haha. for those worrying so much and u believe that someone is actually watching over u. he has been and always been, all u need is to believe.
thx bro ^_^ ur words enlightened me once again.