many things done said happened.i only wish for ur best everytime.where i belong already and where you want to belong dun matter to me.really.all the given and receivedall the melodies played and heardall the words i said,heard,listenedall the time spentall this journey,i thought was more than everythingbut when everything seemed to be end... soonwhen the stars refused to shinehappy memories become fading memoriesi cannot help waiting for it to come,i had to saywhat was deep inside meand i saidmany said many were too little too latemaybe i was too much too earlybut time will not wait for me.before you decide let me play this last melodysomething you wantedsomething you missed as i waitedsomething unplayedmay it be a never ending melodyinside our heartsno matter the decision-dashing.kdun laugh okie. my first try at poetry
well. life was good
thank god.
the track team is really becoming a TRACK team
every senior is really running well
during the SAA x country championships
first came in was a jc1 eugene
then came sia jiazheng a jc2
and 3rd came ramanathan a jc2
then 4th came wen ze a jc2
and came me.
well looking back. it was rama then me.
so now u can really see the improvement in the team.
confusion between 400m or long distance is really a dilema for me.
shld i specialise in one
or simply do well for both but cannot do the best of my capabilities
but coach tan said. i have no choice but to juggle with both.
this has many problems.
my quads are dead.
then i have to run long.d with injured quads.
though u dun really use ur quads during ur long.d
but the final sprint uses it
so on saturday
i actually made my injury worst
then
WITH ALL the jc1 and jc2 competing for the x country team
i have to buck up my long distance. WITH a injured quad.
so i rely heavily on my other muscle grps. so my calf died too
so in the end i cannot train for NOTHING.
sigh and friday is alr the sch's x country.
okie forget abt the jc1
so if i wan a medal
i have to get top5
and
looking at the SAA
1. Rama/jiazheng
2.rama/jiazheng
3.wenze
4.me
5.andrew
but andrew had sitch on the SAA competition. so
SO
we stilll got kent
clement
weilun
not mentioning some gay basketballer called zhi ping that everysay hes like godlike
so
maybe i shld just pull out of the competition and rest
i always tell my gaming friends
lose the battle win the war
can i let down this one.
i really dunno.
cos letting this one down issit succumbing to pressure?
or just simply letting down one's eco.
its a silver lining.