Its been almost a year since I joined track and I am loving everyday of it. The tiredness, the feeling of pushing through the pain, the pain that you feel when you do your reps, the out of breath feeling, the sweating, the feeling of giving up all makes me enjoy running. I never would have know and would not haven gotten to know many people if not for track. Its been a great time training with the team, talking cock with them, having fun, drinking kopi and whatever we do. I am just amazed at how time flies. A minute ago we were still training with the seniors and the next, we are training up for nationals and we are handing track over to our juniors. I cannot bear to leave this team, even more run for the school. I wished I could do this all over again, or maybe do it even earlier, but what the hell.
I have not been very impressive in my results and I know that is very disappointing. I really hope I can make it when the time comes, hope that I can commit my heart to my ultimate aim, and during that juggle my other cca and schoolwork.
1 year has passed and I really feel that its too short to have been called a year and I really want time to stop and really let me enjoy this moment, the friendships, the feeling of wanting more results and improvements, before everything gets going again. I really want to capture this feeling and look back 1 day and tell myself that I had live my life and live it well.
Now its just down to serious training, training training training, to boost me up and be ready for nationals. Too much uncertainties, too much fun, too much pressure, too little time. Whatever it is, I will never regret knowing this team, it is us that rebuilt the team.
Rama, Kang seng, Andrew, Wenze, Jia Zheng, Clement, Wei Lun, Ming Jun, Wanling, Xue ling, Yuan ting, Ariana, Wanyi, Joanne. Thanks guys.
K.