for once
i feel helpless
only can pray about it
but its not smth u are proud to pray of
sigh.
motivations are ard
but i dunno how to garner them
SHOULD I EVEN TRY
in this perilous moments
88 days before A levels
Exactly 1 month before prelims
maybe i shldn't even try
but
if i don't i might lose a chance of a life-time
its a long long long time since i found this spark again
sigh.