wad a long time from the last time i actually posted on m y blog
and guess what
its abt the same thing from my last post,
issit fate for history has came back to haunt me.
well, things were going well till today
but i must say
i at least still have a good fren ^_^
its hard to find one person whom i know for only a week
and
i can tell her almost everything i know abt myself
i was bleeding when i realised it was over for now.
how finally know what those drama serials meant
"wo de xin zai ti xue"
i finally felt it.
it totally sucks
but still, it shows that this time im really serious, i really care, and it really meants alot to me
i was searching for this kind of feeling for a long long time
now that i found it, and lost it,
but i still believe in it
i believe that our meeting is not a coincidence
i believe all that happened b4 was not imposed, but pure fate
for the days we were supposed to met we didn't
but the days when we had to met, we did
the days when i thought u weren't there, u were there
the days when i thought i lost you, and i really did
wad an irony when i say im always right abt these kind of things
for right dun always mean good or good things to come
i dun wanna intrude
but i dunno if i can help it
its so hard. to stay untarnished in this bleeding grds
i can only for now, try to understand you more
and do what i can do for you....
as a friend.
maybe we weren't meant to be,
but its so hard not to believe we ain't
so much in common we share
but time was unfair.
i was once again,
a step behind...
for
a girl will always be running after a boy
only coming before from buying the boy's favourite sweet from the local sweet shop
but she didn't realise that there's a hole in her pocket
and that her sweets are dropping out 1 by 1
when all seemed was lost
another boy, follows behind
picking them up 1 by 1
and handling them to the girl...
doing the thing he can only do now
that is to stand by her.
right now, im the boy behind.
i still do.
still do believe in true love
god bless all
and all those who are taking the A levels in the cming 2 wks
3wks of exams
and it will be over.
but unlikely over for me it seems.