A levels is coming to an end...
3 more papers
then the wait really starts
maybe you do not need this emotional support anymore after As,
but i'll still be around
but less significant this time,
i can't do much for you,
but only be there
becos
i don't have the status to do so..
looks like my most of my first times are already experienced due to you
first time.....
while walking home i look upon the MRT tracks on my right,
hoping to catch a glimpse of you which i never will
when i wake up,
i have something to look forward to,
im worried even before i sleep,
im worried for someone more than myself,
i think of you when anything happens,
i could endlessly share my thoughts,
i did crazy things,
i can feel what it means,
i cried after 3 years of not doing so
i am really really myself
i smile to myself and people think im crazy
i wrote a song which really meant something to me
i realised whats the difference between good and great
happy and estatic
sad and anguish
laughter and rofl
anixety and worry
white and pure
blue and heaven
wings and angel
rememberance and memories
and much much more i want to type down...
even if it is the first time,
im waiting,
so so long
i wonder when it will end.
maybe it will never end.
maybe i can only be a brother,
but i don't want to
i rather be a friend then.
just to let you know,
i'll always be there
guardian angel