walking in orchard road carrying a heavy carrefour plastic bag for my parents was quite a sight
never did the colour blue mean so much to me
the blue lights and the blue star hanging from corner to corner on the road,
as i walked,
i thought if we were walking down this pathway tgt, we will be like.. thats so nice.
i dunno if its ironic or what,
BUT WHY BLUE THEME THIS YEAR FOR ORCHARD ROAD CHRISTMAS -.- IT WAS RED ALL THE WHILE.
just like when i was walking home after the bus trip
the blue sky was so beautiful,
so wanted to take a picture of it to show you...
but i can't
cos the pain don't seem to bother, but the bother seem to pain.
i so want to share my world with you,
i so want to spend my time with you,
the world seemed so meaningless without sharing my daily joys with you,
even the blogger topbar is blue
the windows taskbar is blue
gosh im going crazy.
im so sure its you,
im hanging on to a thin thin thread,
i was so forgotten
but i dun believe i was, i just don't
am i just naive?
my fren said people who believed in true love are fools
i told him,
then i rather be a fool.
i was so worried
but does it matter.
for i am i and she is she.
im getting ignored,
being avoided,
but with the least hurting means.
but whats worse?
knowing you're a goner
or knowing you're not a goner,
but these goes the way that u are worst than one
if only i am one of the heroes movie guy who can read people's mind
then i can know what you are really thinking.
why call me when you can call him
why give me a thin thin little hope for me to hang on
but for now as i see it
you have no time for me.
a gift given
appreciated?
i do not know.
i put my heart and soul in it for comments
till now,
i got none, none at all
when i was at work,
it was always you, you and you.
my breaks, my bus rides, even when i was on the piano.
it was still you.
why share with me an invisible wing,
when your real wing is with somebody else
all the dreams shared
all the things shared
all the empty promises
all the false hopes,
i really don't know anymore
this was the drama i asked for?
mel told me srsly i can write a script and send it to a producer they will surely use it.
ha ha.
not funnie -.-
why i look back,
it all seemed so beautiful
thats my only motivation
thats my thin thread
im holding on...
im waiting...