well, some people say people can't change overnight,
its true
but no one said that no one cannot change after 4days.
4days that changed my life.
4days that gave me my answer.
4days that re-directed my life.
for those who are still guessing wad is this 4 days
its the 4days i spent at church camp.
well, many said i sacrifice many things for that 4days,
gaming
time spent with frens
and 1 thing that people keep bugging me abt,
that is going for prom night.
well, it is in fact probably the last prom night i can ever have.
but after the first day at the church camp,
i decided not to go.
because i know, every other day in the camp will make a difference in my life.
and it did.
for those people i've been speaking to and trying to invite you after the camp,
maybe you are reading this.
but i pray,
1 day u all will realise that there are more things then just studying,friends,family,relationships
yes they are all beautiful things.
but brother and sisters,
if you know there is something more beautiful out there,
wouldn't you pursue it.
some of my frens said i got brainwashed.
im sure im not.
thats because i been through all of the above mentioned,
not all of the aspects in each category but definitely some aspects in those once.
i've experienced the pain,joy,happiness,excitement,saddness,anxiety....
the waiting.
lol.
even as im still waiting,
but its different now
it used to be like this
god,friends,family,relationship,cca,sports,piano,gaming all part of my life.
now
its
GOD
THEN
the rest.
he shall be the core of my life from now on.
for those who do not know him yet,
and i know you.
lol
i pray that if it isn't me who bring you to come to know him,
someone will.
and hope it isn't too late.
if life is just abt those that i mentioned about,
pursuing studies, careers, helping out the needy, having a family, having friends
then i tell you, you will never be totally filled
1 day, when u realised you have all these, you will still realise
why am i still feeling so empty.
for we are human
we will never be satisfied
we will always want greater things,
more money,
better looking girlfriends/boyfriends
more $$ cars
more time
those things i mentioned are not bad things to pursue
but if they takeover your life,
then u realised
u will never be filled
never be satisfied
will always feel empty 1 day or another.
and friends
only god
can really fill us.
amen.