why let me know what you do everyday...
when im not doing them with you...
why did i say things so that you think twice,
i could have gone along,
so that i have a chance to meet you.
but its wrong.
but its so painful...
why did i say things so that you will say no.
do i care if its gratitude or not?
no.
as long as i spend time with you,
im satisfied.
but i don't wanna be selfish.
i don't...
but seems like
it will be my saddest birthday ever,
all the things i planned and want to do,
will never happen..
never happen...
and i really screwed this up.
because its not happening,
i got fired
cant believed my boss is so -.- unreasonable.
my career will come to a standstill for now.
and i wonder when will i have the strength,
to play those songs again...
without having tears on my piano...
my birthday wish this year...
please be happy.