3day into 2008 alr.
well, 2007 was really quite a year for me.
in fact, since so many years of my life,
i think its been a one since i've had such an eventful one.
well new year resolutions :>
going to stop swearing by end of 2008!
Keep my accoutable my friends!
Especially my gaming ones :X
4mths left b4 NS
Going to commit it to AJCG,
i wrote in my newyear resolution
1 convert a mth.
then i realised everyone put only like what 3 sheeps or 4 sheeps by end of the year
then smth struck me that, that means they only have 1 convert every 3/4 mths
which means,
IM CRAZY.
but well nothing is to great for God to handle.
i believe i can achieve at least half of it.
it hasn't been easy at all since after As
where most people feel that the shackles of studying is relieved for now...
well,
everyone have their own problems
and apparently mine, isn't really small.
how to decide between
letting go...
or
hanging on...
anxiousness...
or
jealousness...
selflessness...
or
selfishness...
love...
or
hate...
its been a real struggle for me.
but i overcomed at least 90% of it now
thanks to church camp.
the rest of the 10%,
i guess god wants me to tugggg through it
so that i will grow up...
even more.
its kinda weird if after 1 year u feel that you're still the same old you.
i believe in improving every year.
many who know me 6years ago,
probably don't know me now.
the things im capable of.
the things im doing now.
so challenge every single one of you to grow up
every year :>
so well at least you can look back
and say
hey in 2007,
i stopped doing this this
and started doing this this
and now im like this this
my sister said that
affinity is a beautiful thing
well but she also said that
the only thing i lacked was timing
time was not with me...yet
but i shall continue
to wait...